¡°I wasn¡¯t first to forgive. I wasn¡¯t first to make peace¡¦¡± Many Christians sing this gospel song frequently. A member told me that she could not understand why people shed tears singing this song. She thought she was of goodness in her own way. But as her faith increased, she started to discover herself based on God¡¯s Word by God¡¯s grace. Then, she realized that the lyrics were for her. From that time on she began facing her shortcomings and praying to cast away evil. Now she¡¯s become a precious worker for God¡¯s kingdom. Self-discovery is a blessing.